Spirit is a Demanding Mistress

The entirety of my goose-bump covered body wants to believe in the cold, but this chill cannot be compensated by heat. My longing heart knows it’s not a frigid day that pursues me but the relentless spirit world, driving me to reveal myself. It is only when submerged in a scribble of expressions, the only way I truly know how to share myself, that my skin turns smooth again.

It’s impossible to ignore the driving madness of a force like this. Too long have I neglected my pen – blocked, battered, inspired and dwelling in an incapacitating inability to face my genuine veracity. Only a scroll, an index, and a thumb can begin to understand. I cannot stop. It has taken a sure fraught  millenia to start. My claim on this world is far less demanding than its on me.

These insistent angels and guides have had enough of my passive display of waiting. They cannot take another iota of excuse or the un-necessitated  revolving door that holds me in this cycle of repressed gifts and unclaimed prayers.

Exhausted by sight, I close my eyes to the uninterrupted runnel of consciousness that fastens me in the wake at night. In the shadows, my most precious manifestations lie. Daylight has become a mere fog in which I gratify the cloud cover and sickly winter light. It is in this darkness that my most radiant purpose lives. The lucidity that ensues, transforms fantasy to an immortal, attainable truth.

Full Moon October 18 – 19 : Theme – Gestation – AA Michael

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fullmoonDearly beloved children of light, we come to you once again in the preparation of the full moon that is about to open its gateway into your subconsciousness .


The theme of the upcoming portal is Gestation a period of gestation has indeed began for new consciousness, and we urge all of you to partake of the upcoming energies and fill your heart with the love and light that this portal brings its way.


We the guardian angels for your souls are standing by you ready to assist you in the newly formed earth consciousness. For the consciousness that you are finding yourselves in now at this present moment in time, is indeed the consciousness that all of you have been waiting for. For it is now that you can truly open up to your own selves, it is now that you can freely walk amongst your…

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